DEAR BLOG| HAPPY CNY 2020

Hello everybody!

It's been so long I blog about random thoughts.

So here you go with ma crap!

It's another year of HAPPY CNY and probably it was same for the rest of my prior CNY celebration. CNY is all about family gathering and gambling for us but this year was quite different with visiting my unclesssss. 

We used to stay at one place for whole day playing cards and chit-chatting but this year momi asked us to visit my uncle as they came back from overseas. LOL! I don't usually pay visit to any relatives of mine except those really close (probably meet up everyday and still see each other like we never meet for N th years kind), but it was great to meet up with them and some of my long lost cousins that we didn't meet for many years. As a kid, I don't really care about what those adult doing but as you grown up you know what has happened and the reason behind, but life goes on. We live only once and we can't really care too much things around us that make us sad or unhappy right?

My cousins and I were still good with our laughter except we grown up. LOL! One thing that good for us is we still don't care about the old long story and still hanging around like last time with condition that it doesn't affect me at all. 

CNY is really all about gathering.. eat and movie time and I guess 50% of the time I'm eating and another 40% was movie time and chit chatting. Only 10% for cooking and gambling. What happened to us? We were really busy with things going around LOL good excuses huh!?

I guess my uncle also sad about his dog's dealth on 18 Feb. She was a good dog and a baby to them. She was suffering and she was really old. 14 years of life! We are grateful.  Same goes to Kobe Bryant who passed away due to Helicopter crash yesterday. 

That's how life being so fragile and unstable. Things happened but we must still stay strong. 

It was a happening CNY with happiness and sadness but I choose happiness as I said LIFE GOES ON AND YOU DON'T LIVE IN THE PASS THAT MAKE YOU SAD FOREVER! Move on and you will get what you want eventually!

This year was quite a weird year but I think is a good one too!

I love you

I'm sorry

Thank you

Please forgive me

xoxo

DEAR BLOG| 2020

2020 a new begining and things happened!

I got really bad 1st day of 2020. 

First of all, my friend got injured during countdown and all of us were in the emergency ward for the glue stitches. 

Secondly, my house was broke in by robbery! wth! I can't imagine what the hell is going on now. All my things were back at home and I couldn't think of anything that are not pricey!

I was really angry of this incidence and I just couldn't blame anyone. I do not have anyone to express my feeling of lost now. Cry is the only solution? Why on earth I could only cry to bed for this kind of things. I was really angry, I very angry, angry that I couldn't even stay at home for that mess, I'm angry, I couldn't even check what I had lost. I'm angry that I couldn't even express my feeling at all. I'm angry that I still blaming others when come to this. I'm angry, I have no idea why this happened to me. 

What had just happened to me? I simply start to hate myself of not expressing myself truly. 

I will lost my cash, but most importantly my memories in that camera. What on earth had happened and i still in the midst of stunning. 

Why!???

Anyway, I know everything happened for a reason and this might be a lesson for me of simply taking things for granted. I'll learn the lesson and be grateful and contented of what I have currently and more in the future. 

Update from mom: Everything was still in place, nothing lost, only some of the minor things which we are super lucky of not losing precious things. 

I'm super grateful now!

2020 is a big and challenging start for me but I'll embrace the challenge and be a better person. Although thing happened in different way that I did not predict, but I believe with all the positive vibes, things will go in a smooth way in the future. Be grateful and contented, be love and nice. And to myself, do not change to fit in to a situation/environment, still be myself no matter what happen. Trying to someone that people wish you to be will not makes you happy. Remember this!

Resolution of 2020:

1. Be a better person no matter what happen, be nice to people even though you are not treated well.

2. Never ever blame people for treating me bad coz everything happened for a reason.

3. Travel as much as possible (Self note: Strike off your buckle list)

4. Reading makes you perfect, read more!

5. Keep fit which I think this will brought forward to next year too hehehe

6. Be grateful anf contented of what I have now, don't envy because it might hurt others 

That's it for ma resolution.

Welcome 2020 and Thanks 2019 for giving me such wonderful year with high and low moment. 

I love you.

Countdown day before Yenny got hit by firework.

Selfie while waiting for others to arrive

Xoxo 

Lydia