Sunday, June 14, 2020

DEAR Blog| A month of your pass

Nicky has passed for a month now. Every moment of you flash back when I accidentally search a movie name "Marley and me" today. 

This movie has resonated how we have been together for the pass 14.5 years and how you have chosen to leave us a month ago. Every sickness Marley, the dog in the movie faced was what you had as well, stomachache. The sickness that cause your pass and probably that's old age sickness for dogs. Never realised that today marked your one month pass, and is it you are the one that want me to watch that movie so I remember it has been a month without you?

I miss you alot. I cried so hard when the Marley pass, and it just remind me of you so much. In the movie, the owner tell Marley please let him know when he chose to leave, the owner doesn't want to help him make a decision and this is also what I told you when you are sick months ago before you pass. You are alright after that and it comes again after few months...I think this time you chose to pass. 

You are very brave to actually stay for few more months with us and you gave us a lot of happiness throughout the years. Every single scene in that movie resonated to our life with you, happiness, frustration, anger and afterall we always mentioned about how funny and happy you make us all. I really miss you a lot boy! 

Boy is the word that are irreplacable, you will always be my number 1 little brother that is tinny, naughty, cutest and smartest. 

And I hope you love the flower I planted for you although some had rotten but I'll replace a nee flower without replace you in my heart. Love you much!

xoxo
Lydia

Tuesday, June 9, 2020

Dear BLOG| Dad says

While playing mahjong with dad yesterday...

Me: *grumpy* Pa, very loud leh you put the mahjong.
Dad: En..
Momi: Ya lo, why so loud?

Then second round...

Dad: *pick a mahjong and throw it silently* heh! Need to put it slowly..slowly..

Me: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
Momi: HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHA

Third round when my dad put it silently again...

Me and Momi: HAHHAAHHAAHAHA

Dad: *wondering* Why you keep laugh?
Me: Coz you are a joker!

Dad: You very happy hor!

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

My dad really a hidden joker man!